elninoalfa
the anthem
OMfG 发表于 2009-01-01 00:00:47
Page Morgan ft. Lissie - The Longest Road
another long night before the startover
OMfG 发表于 2008-10-03 22:55:42
I am now getting slower and number with my fingertips, hearing, vision and everything...they are all shutting down on me, which is what i wanted.
...cuz I felt like fucked up, all fucked up, every single thing, so FUCKED up!!! and I am so stuck in this miserable place forfuckingever...so in need of some external aid to drift my consciousness away, once again.
I knew it was going to be tough, u knew it too right? But that wasn't why I chose it, you chose it, we chose it, right? It wasn't!!!
Could you sing to me, sing for me, the song I ever wanted from you, please?
It has become too sweet to reveal, too sweet to be true, you feared it, now I fear it. And I am finally breaking myself down, sorry baby girl, it is just too much to take all of a sudden...
So let me pls jus take 1 more to finish this off, to black myself out.
Tomorrow is a new day right? And I've got to start it over...
21st
OMfG 发表于 2008-10-03 01:42:25
It was like a breaking point, or either a turning point. I felt like breaking down, but somehow it turned out to be a great relief. It will only get better later on I think, and I am now truely standing up to it, no matter how hard it is going to get.
And there is always no easy way out...
